"i dun like you. i hate you. u're a jerk."
repeating to myself over and over again whenever thoughts of ya came thru.
n the more i feel the pain.

overcoming those emotions.
put up a front.
the wall is soon gonna break down.
and i cant hold it up anymore.

i wish it never happen.
i wish i was numb.
how did i let emotions get involve.
i've lost control.
i'm about to crash and burn.

feeling so so tired.
awake on sleepless nights.
i need to sleep my days away.
cut all ties to the world for awhile.
till m ready to shine once again.


Dewi.