Thursday, June 28, 2007 ♣
me being itchy again.
i hate blogspot.
it's toooo.... well... like sec sch la.
so i've moved.
http://simplydewi.livejournal.com
go thr for updates.
i hate blogspot.
it's toooo.... well... like sec sch la.
so i've moved.
http://simplydewi.livejournal.com
go thr for updates.
12:47 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ♣
http://www.juiceonline.com/djquest2007/
i got 2 invites to zouk's event.
each admits 2 till 10.30.
free flow.
friday 29 june.
who wants.
gimme a call.
i shall be party & fast food-free for this whole month.
Dewi
each admits 2 till 10.30.
free flow.
friday 29 june.
who wants.
gimme a call.
i shall be party & fast food-free for this whole month.
Dewi
11:11 PM
seriously. do guys get turn on by this?
i dun get it. m not being mean.
but honestly, really?!
if u do, please contact me!
i want to finally be free to eat watever and grow to watever size.
without people judging me.
oh. who am i kidding.
and now my guy is on.
later alligators.
Dewi
9:29 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ♣
omg. i juz ordered dunkin donuts online!
who would have known dat is such service online!
come sunday i'll be in a bliss...
i love the smell of the rain.
yet the sound irritates me.
ha.go figure.
Dewi
who would have known dat is such service online!
come sunday i'll be in a bliss...
i love the smell of the rain.
yet the sound irritates me.
ha.go figure.
Dewi
1:15 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007 ♣
had my right wisdom tooth extracted.
cost me fucking 318 dollars.
and it hurts like hell.
wad ya expect when they had to jab ya 4 fucking times!
now my face is swollen.
5 days mc yet m worried about not being at work.
shit.
next appointment on 9 july to take out the stitches.
i would show u the tooth but it'll probably make ya throw up ur dinner.
and the next extraction for the left side: 1 mth later.
and den i'll say, here we go again.
better start on my work.
ciao'
Love but in pain!
Dewi
cost me fucking 318 dollars.
and it hurts like hell.
wad ya expect when they had to jab ya 4 fucking times!
now my face is swollen.
5 days mc yet m worried about not being at work.
shit.
next appointment on 9 july to take out the stitches.
i would show u the tooth but it'll probably make ya throw up ur dinner.
and the next extraction for the left side: 1 mth later.
and den i'll say, here we go again.
better start on my work.
ciao'
Love but in pain!
Dewi
10:12 PM
1) Would you hug your ex again?
Yes.
(2) How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they loved U?
none. dats sad in a way.
(3) How many girlfriends/ boyfriends did you actually love?
i dunno. was love measured by the time we were 2gether?
(4) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
without a doubt.
(5) Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
not tat i know of. but hey, m pretty sure i ain't the cause of it.
(6) Are you happier single or in a relationship?
both have it's peaks.
(7) Have you ever been cheated on??
definitely. shall i count how many? oh wait. i only have 2 hands.
(8) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
yeah.
(9) Have you ever had your heart broken?
broken yet unsold.
(10) If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
maybe. but u know how the saying goes, u can't change fate. so, live with it.
(11) Do you still love your ex?
nope. but What goes around comes around!
( 12) Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
i was gfs to guys i didn't really love and a friend to guys i love.
does dat answer the qn?
(13) Have you dated someone who was not good to you?
yeah. dun we girls juz love guys who aint good for us? *eye roll*
(14) Have you dated someone older than u?
yeah. maybe i should date someone younger since the older ones dun leave fond memories.
(16) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yea. people make mistake but only if u learn from it previously.
(17) Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope. lust at 1st sight? hell, yea.
(20) Ever want to get married?
ask me again in 5 years? now fear mulut masin.
(22) Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend or girlfriend?
yea. hey, she was ard. somewhr. ha.
(23) If given a chance, would you like to have your ex back?
does pictures bring back the time again? only in memories.
(24) Still friends with your ex's?
people move on. and hey, u dun bring excess baggage.
(25) Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
urg. no. dats juz dumb.
a survey i wanted to do. cause why?
i was bored. ha.
i was bored. ha.
3:44 AM
when u can see the glimmer of sunshine in the dark sky,
the hope in every failure,
den u'll know everythings gonna be alrite..
eventually :-)
and tat's wat i'm gonna be.
hell yeah!
cheeRs!
Dewi
the hope in every failure,
den u'll know everythings gonna be alrite..
eventually :-)
and tat's wat i'm gonna be.
hell yeah!
cheeRs!
Dewi
2:41 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007 ♣
The Past
to the boy who was true to himself:
old scars of forlorn memories.
epitome of my love histories.
feelings of first true emotions.
thank you for those.
u made me realise i am worth it.
The Present
To that boy:
u make me doubt my worth in this commercialize world.
thanx jerk.
Dewi
to the boy who was true to himself:
old scars of forlorn memories.
epitome of my love histories.
feelings of first true emotions.
thank you for those.
u made me realise i am worth it.
The Present
To that boy:
u make me doubt my worth in this commercialize world.
thanx jerk.
Dewi
12:19 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007 ♣
k. i got tis from dolly mag.
know those "butterflies" u feel when u're nervous/excited?
they're actually a chemical reaction called Dopamine(Dope?!hahah!) ,
produce by ur body when u experience something pleasurable..
It works mostly in the brain and lets u know when something feels good, so tat explains why u seek tat feeling over & over again.
It kinda explains why we tend to go for the "same" guy again even when we had our hearts broken by em.
The same reason y we always do something we're not suppose to!
So there! Tat explains all my dumb/stupid/lame stuff i do! ;-p
It's a scientific fact man.. m not insane!
now, everyday i shall put up:
produce by ur body when u experience something pleasurable..
It works mostly in the brain and lets u know when something feels good, so tat explains why u seek tat feeling over & over again.
It kinda explains why we tend to go for the "same" guy again even when we had our hearts broken by em.
The same reason y we always do something we're not suppose to!
So there! Tat explains all my dumb/stupid/lame stuff i do! ;-p
It's a scientific fact man.. m not insane!
now, everyday i shall put up:
5 random things i know!
1. Girls masturbate at a younger age than guys as they enter puberty 1st.
(so guys, dun ever ask whether girls masturbate. everyone does.)
sorry for sounding crude.
2. It takes 90 seconds to figure out if u're attracted to someone.
(1.5mins.. maybe.. it's called lust.)
3. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.
( i look like goldfish & now i think i may have the same memory span.
Shit! ok den. who wants a pet goldfish!?)
(so guys, dun ever ask whether girls masturbate. everyone does.)
sorry for sounding crude.
2. It takes 90 seconds to figure out if u're attracted to someone.
(1.5mins.. maybe.. it's called lust.)
3. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.
( i look like goldfish & now i think i may have the same memory span.
Shit! ok den. who wants a pet goldfish!?)
4. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.
( ok. only sleep. no more tv. except maybe on wed & thurs)
5. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.
( i need to sleep now. gotta lose those calories!)
Love,
Dewi
12:56 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ♣
ok. i shall stop ranting bout hIM.
i shall rant about me?
ermm...
ok... ermm..
i got nothing to say.
oh!
i'm stuck in the office.
yeah.
not!
m bored.
will someone sms/call moi everyDAY to entertain me?!
dat way i won't think about him!
time: 8am - 6pm, Mon-Fri(any day)
Pretty pleasssseeeeee my beautiful & good-looking friends!
contribute to the NEEDY ----> Me!
thanx!
i'll pay u with my hugs & kisses!
i promise!
ok, maybe i'll get ya something for ur bday..
only if u really really really love me!
so, wad u guys waiting for!
Cepat! angkat telepon itu dan tekan nombor ku!
translate: Hurry! Pick up the telephone & dial my number!
Love!
Dewi
i shall rant about me?
ermm...
ok... ermm..
i got nothing to say.
oh!
i'm stuck in the office.
yeah.
not!
m bored.
will someone sms/call moi everyDAY to entertain me?!
dat way i won't think about him!
time: 8am - 6pm, Mon-Fri(any day)
Pretty pleasssseeeeee my beautiful & good-looking friends!
contribute to the NEEDY ----> Me!
thanx!
i'll pay u with my hugs & kisses!
i promise!
ok, maybe i'll get ya something for ur bday..
only if u really really really love me!
so, wad u guys waiting for!
Cepat! angkat telepon itu dan tekan nombor ku!
translate: Hurry! Pick up the telephone & dial my number!
Love!
Dewi
to steph: shuddup steph! and can u like use ur hp to msg/sms me?!
to minz: i try email u.
to xin & chu: i miss ya! i also want BREAK!!
to minz: i try email u.
to xin & chu: i miss ya! i also want BREAK!!
1:56 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007 ♣
i can't be like this anymore.
it's tiring & it's hopeless.
why can't you be gone from my mind.
my pride is in tatters.
i want you so much in my life.
after how u treated me.
i'm not blind. i see how u treat me.
yet my heart is blind. it beats on for ya.
i've got no space left for anything else.
advice & scoldings are often soft whispers in the wind.
something i can barely hear & feel affected by anymore.
m seriously at wits end going thru each day without u realising.
days outz can no longer be a remedy.
every thing i do is juz a shadow or a fantasy of what i wish we had.
why can't i have you?
who's there blocking ur feelings?
i tried to forget u.
erase every trace there is of u.
though we dun meet nor talk.
the ghost of u is around.
i tried replacing u.
been on many dates & diff guys.
but each time it hurts more and more.
the feeling juz aint the same.
i smile each day. yet i wish to cry every moment.
i stare at the wall to let my mind rest.
tis can't go on.
can somehow we put an end to tis?
oh god. tis is so pathetic.
we can't be together anyway.
if tis is how much i love you, i rather not love anymore.
i hate myself more each nite for falling for you.
life is exhausting if i have to live tis way anymore.
please give back my heart. i want to end this.
yet i cant face u & say all this.
nor do u know about tis blog.
i'm going crazy.
will u hug me & let me cry in ur arms.
my brain is so fucked up.
oh well. wads new.
it's tiring & it's hopeless.
why can't you be gone from my mind.
my pride is in tatters.
i want you so much in my life.
after how u treated me.
i'm not blind. i see how u treat me.
yet my heart is blind. it beats on for ya.
i've got no space left for anything else.
advice & scoldings are often soft whispers in the wind.
something i can barely hear & feel affected by anymore.
m seriously at wits end going thru each day without u realising.
days outz can no longer be a remedy.
every thing i do is juz a shadow or a fantasy of what i wish we had.
why can't i have you?
who's there blocking ur feelings?
i tried to forget u.
erase every trace there is of u.
though we dun meet nor talk.
the ghost of u is around.
i tried replacing u.
been on many dates & diff guys.
but each time it hurts more and more.
the feeling juz aint the same.
i smile each day. yet i wish to cry every moment.
i stare at the wall to let my mind rest.
tis can't go on.
can somehow we put an end to tis?
oh god. tis is so pathetic.
we can't be together anyway.
if tis is how much i love you, i rather not love anymore.
i hate myself more each nite for falling for you.
life is exhausting if i have to live tis way anymore.
please give back my heart. i want to end this.
yet i cant face u & say all this.
nor do u know about tis blog.
i'm going crazy.
will u hug me & let me cry in ur arms.
my brain is so fucked up.
oh well. wads new.
11:24 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007 ♣
m sick.
pictures explain.
sorry if the pics are ugly.
m real. u get wad u see.
TBG'07 EXPO HALL
10th June '07
Raz's Grad
12th June '07
Farhan's Grad
14th June'07
9am
Steph's Grad
14th June 07
Sentosa Luge & skylift? rides
14th June '07
sometime after 7?
End of the nite with food.
Dewi
sorry if the pics are ugly.
m real. u get wad u see.
TBG'07 EXPO HALL
10th June '07
Raz's Grad
12th June '07
Farhan's Grad
14th June'07
9am
Steph's Grad14th June 07
Sentosa Luge & skylift? rides
14th June '07
sometime after 7?
End of the nite with food.
Dewi
1:22 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007 ♣
i tried.
but it hurts.
i can't get over.
no matter how long.
wat was it dat affects me so?
the pain burns in my heart.
photos i see of him.
his name.
the v.place he sat.
the bikes.
the whole fucking np reminds me of him.
seriously in fucking depressing mode.
i cant spent any moment by myself .
wkends are the worst.
i tried to get hm as late as possible.
time alone means time for him to enter my thoughts.
not tat i dun think about him every free minute in my time.
sleep deprive.
he isnt my dream guy.
but y i always dream bout him?
.
fuck it.
i hate tis.
n m gonna put up a mly song.
fuck it if u guys think so minah.
i couldnt care less anymore.
m exhausted.
DEWI
3:05 PM
TBG 2007 was the BOMB man!
super doper dope sial!
and i dun EVER say tat word unless it's the absolute
POWER-GE-DE-GAK concert i've ever been!
Wreaking Crew Orchestra, u guys rock!
not to mention others too..
but yeah! WCO superb!
2 bad things i hate though.
1. WHY EXPO?!
it took forever la to reach! imagine all the wayy from WEST to EAST END!
can from hyper become living dead.
seriously la. OMG.
2. WHY HALL 1?!
It's like the furthest Hall from the MRT!
super far la. like from Far East to TAKA!
tat's far wad. Muz tell EXPO to have travellator!
or wateva those flat escalator called.
...............................................................................................
n m feeling slightly pissed.
i have no faith in guys.
seriously.
u guys are pretty aite to be friends.
but as boyfriends, for me.
you guys sucks.
is sex all u can think about?
know how cheap it can make a girl feel.
so true dat u guys think wif ur dick.
tis statement may/not cause protest from u guys.
but fuck it, it's my blog.
dun all girls deserve the same respect?
do u always get wat u want and den throw it away when u're bored?
shit.
if u guys cant stay true, please disappear from our sight.
life is already hard as it is.
love and foolish games juz makes it harder.
i quit.
DEWI
super doper dope sial!
and i dun EVER say tat word unless it's the absolute
POWER-GE-DE-GAK concert i've ever been!
Wreaking Crew Orchestra, u guys rock!
not to mention others too..
but yeah! WCO superb!
2 bad things i hate though.
1. WHY EXPO?!
it took forever la to reach! imagine all the wayy from WEST to EAST END!
can from hyper become living dead.
seriously la. OMG.
2. WHY HALL 1?!
It's like the furthest Hall from the MRT!
super far la. like from Far East to TAKA!
tat's far wad. Muz tell EXPO to have travellator!
or wateva those flat escalator called.
...............................................................................................
n m feeling slightly pissed.
i have no faith in guys.
seriously.
u guys are pretty aite to be friends.
but as boyfriends, for me.
you guys sucks.
is sex all u can think about?
know how cheap it can make a girl feel.
so true dat u guys think wif ur dick.
tis statement may/not cause protest from u guys.
but fuck it, it's my blog.
dun all girls deserve the same respect?
do u always get wat u want and den throw it away when u're bored?
shit.
if u guys cant stay true, please disappear from our sight.
life is already hard as it is.
love and foolish games juz makes it harder.
i quit.
DEWI
1:23 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007 ♣
He's the one I call in the middle of the night.
He makes everything alright.
He holds me when i cry.
He makes me smile.
He shares my dreams.
He wipes away my tears.
He loves me
He's with me without any regret.
Too good to be true?
Yea..
That's why
I just haven't found him yet...
To my lovelies, chins up aite!
we're all gonna get thru this rough patch in our life soon enough.
We will survive.
In the meantime, we're gonna put our troubles aside & PARTY!
Dewi
He makes everything alright.
He holds me when i cry.
He makes me smile.
He shares my dreams.
He wipes away my tears.
He loves me
He's with me without any regret.
Too good to be true?
Yea..
That's why
I just haven't found him yet...
To my lovelies, chins up aite!
we're all gonna get thru this rough patch in our life soon enough.
We will survive.
In the meantime, we're gonna put our troubles aside & PARTY!
Dewi
3:23 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007 ♣
unfinished work.
my tongue hurts.
m still not over ya.
it's been an exhausting day.
i need a haircut.
n m about to fall asleep.
goodnite.
Dewi
my tongue hurts.
m still not over ya.
it's been an exhausting day.
i need a haircut.
n m about to fall asleep.
goodnite.
Dewi
1:10 AM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 ♣
watcha do when ya bored?
meet up ur frens & go K-Box!
my freaking 2nd time & i still sound horrible.
oh well.
practice makes perfect, rite!
erm. i dun think my singing voice exists though.
i have mixed plans tis wkend.
i fear i may overplanned again.
shit. hahah.
gotta write down which is confirm.
busybusybusy!
so anyone gonna hit the clubs on fri?
do tell! e more the merrier!
till den...
DEWI
meet up ur frens & go K-Box!
my freaking 2nd time & i still sound horrible.
oh well.
practice makes perfect, rite!
erm. i dun think my singing voice exists though.
i have mixed plans tis wkend.
i fear i may overplanned again.
shit. hahah.
gotta write down which is confirm.
busybusybusy!
so anyone gonna hit the clubs on fri?
do tell! e more the merrier!
till den...
DEWI
1:10 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007 ♣
m in sch.
peng disturbing me.
hudz not layan-ing me.
chu v.bored.
xinni staring at her own screen.
n i'm so bored for typing tis.
starting of my day.
exciting rite.
............................................................
10:47 AM
Sunday, June 03, 2007 ♣
| Seduction |
  flirty, but can be faithfull you have a close relationship with your men. you dont like to be played, so you dont cheat on your boyfriend. guys respect your faithfulness, although you sometimes brake up with one to get with another. |
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3:44 AM
| WHY DO PEOPLE FALL FOR YOU? |
  YOU ARE THAT WiFEY MATERiAL YOU ARE EVERYTHiNG THAT SOMEONE COULD ASK FOR. YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, WHEN TO BE SERiOUS & WHEN TO BE FUNNY. YOU PUT THEM FiRST & ALWAYS MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE WiTH THEM. YOU ARE FAiTHFUL, AND ARE A LOVER. YOU ARE THAT TRUE WiFEY MATERiAL, AND ANYONE WHO iS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET YOU, BETTER KEEP YOU! |
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3:09 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007 ♣
| What is your inner element? |
  Water You are the Water that flows throughout the earth to maintain life, and the force that shapes our planet. Very emotional, you are keen to other peoples feelings, and make a truly wonderful friend. Water has the most intuition and psychic energy than any of the other elements. So if you have ever though that maybe it was something more than your "gut feeling", listen to that instinct more, it will take you places! You are very receptive, but also extremely sensitive... often too emotional. You have an over active, imaginative mind; you are often in your own reality. You have a subtle, persistent, and even intense nature about you. You are very romantic, and a very loyal partner. Here's the negative aspects of the element Air: you are susceptible to accidents that happen in the home, prone to becoming victims of theft, are very secretive, jealous, have a very hot temper when provoked, you are also susceptible to the abuse of drugs and alcohol, and you are also easily drawn to unpredictable situations and unbalanced people. |
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5:12 PM