Monday, June 11, 2007 ♣
heartache.
i tried.
but it hurts.
i can't get over.
no matter how long.
wat was it dat affects me so?
the pain burns in my heart.
photos i see of him.
his name.
the v.place he sat.
the bikes.
the whole fucking np reminds me of him.
seriously in fucking depressing mode.
i cant spent any moment by myself .
wkends are the worst.
i tried to get hm as late as possible.
time alone means time for him to enter my thoughts.
not tat i dun think about him every free minute in my time.
sleep deprive.
he isnt my dream guy.
but y i always dream bout him?
.
fuck it.
i hate tis.
n m gonna put up a mly song.
fuck it if u guys think so minah.
i couldnt care less anymore.
m exhausted.
DEWI
Walking Contradiction.
3:05 PM